MY FILM DHOL TV promos started

o god ,, thank you so much pls.. finally the tv promos of my film by PRIYADARSHAN DHOL's television promos started and me their in it :)
august 6th is the date i came to know and saw myself on tv after more than 1 and half year... touchwood and thank god as he is their.. film's confirmed release on september 21st..
i actually jumped and screamed and called up nani, mom, and dad to say this...sorry to sound like a child but frankly its been like an exile since last 2 years fighting my battle alone , working hard and hard and just praying.. as i cant force anyone it has to happen on its own, either i am worth it or not..
also a thank you to all those who stood by me, believed in me...i will always remember this for the rest of my life as i know this was the worst phase of my career fighting my own brand..
thank you and god bless

MY RELIGIOUS BELIEFS

well i believe in GOD and that HE has a plan for me.. i started from nowhere to think of, with 10000 rupees to leave ahmedabad where i was brought up my entire childhood to come to mumbai post MISS INDIA paegent.. no one to tell me the difference between good work and not -so- good work, all advicing me according to their benefits or fee commissions.. trust me have done a lot of work and the experience that i have achieved is amazing and i sincerely THANK all who were involved to get me whatever work they could as i believe human intentions are always good..
I always feel need to continue working , being in front of the camera as that's what brings a smile to my face.. but the not-so-good work is taking its time to wear off.. maybe it has 60%, but still this last 40% is taking its toll on me.. you know an actor needs to act , its like a medicine but i guess GOD wants me to take it a bit easy now.. i know he has great plans to make me busy 24*7 soon..
i went to HARIDWAR one day..stayed in a nice place and went to see the 16 diya AARTI that happens on the ghats of ganga mata in the evenings..i wore a simple salwar-kurti with duppata covering my head .. just did not want any undue attention .. i stood in one corner watching this magnificient scene when a small girl pointed a finger at me saying i was PAYAL ROHATGI from 36 CHINA TOWN.. i smiled - that was the power of a BIG BANNER BOLLYWOOD film..
and that resolved my decision that I will be seen only in big setups..