PAYAL ROHATGI

Sunday, October 19, 2008

my experience in big boss

hi everyone,
Am very glad that am out from big boss at this stage as i had stayed enough in the house.. Their were people from different backgrounds and sensibilities and it was difficult for me to continue living their personally anymore.. But on a positive professional note am very thankful to Bigg Boss for giving me that kind of visibility and popularity which none of my film has given me till now..

Regarding all conterversies surrounding me ,
1. sambhavna was in fact the most abusive person on the show which everyone saw from day one.. she and ishaan ji would write my name on floor and kick it on show which i guess everyone saw, she did nominate me initially also on show..So why this hue and cry about me nominating her but all is fair as its was a game for me. My calling her 'downmarket' one day was when i had reached my saturation and patience levels with her and i could not take her nonsense anymore but this was blown out of proportion for whatever reasons on show.. All i say it was a game show but v are real people with different ways of thinking and different saturation levels..I tolerated her enough but when i could not i reacted.. I regret nothing but from where i am coming from i even apologised for my one statement to someone who used to abuse everyday on the show to everyone..

2. Regarding me being called 'fake' all i want to say that everyone knew they are on national tv , me just being honest in expressing it..I made sure i looked good and dressed well as i have been in the industry for sometime and gone through my own grooming so when am on such a popular tv show then why should i look like a maid..:)

i never do makeup in the night as that would spoil my skin, but i looked after my skin and hair to maximum levels as v were in an extreme physical shooting condition and my skin is very sensitive and prone to allergy fast.. i dont find anything wrong in it as afterall am the face in front of camera..

3. Regarding my ' transformation' all i can say is that i went through various emotional ups and downs (inspite of knowing that am on camera:) like everyone else did ) so that's as simple as that..

i never ' backstabbed' anyone like pooja ji said as all of the contestants were my competitors from day one and not my 'best friends'.. it was a game and i did nominate whom i could with my own reasoning and if that reasoning was wrong it would not have been accepted by BIGG BOSS himself during the nomination process..Only rahul mahajan i considered my friend as i know him from 7 years so i maintained my loyalty towards him and he towards me in terms of our friendship.

4. yes i do feel pooja was being difficult with me on my 'aakri salam' but i dont want to take this issue beyond this as maybe she was just doing her job. But yes i was hurt no doubt with her behaviour towards me which i felt was biased..

5. regarding monica all i can say is who is she to talk about my dignity on making my second entry on this show again when she herself was (no comments )

6. regarding my relation with rahul all i can say is that v have been friends for long so v took the liberty of fighting and doing masti with each other on the show..i am a very emotional person and was very sensitive about his nominations whenever they happened as i wish well for him.. But my personal equation with him other than this is our personal matter which is none of anyone's business..

I am very serious about my career and have struggled enough to reach this position without any support system so I value my work and family above anything..

6..My personal apologies to anyone whom i might have hurt intentionally or unintentionally on BIGG BOSS show as it was a game show after all..For me the game show is over as i am back to my films and family..

7. My personal thanks to BIGG BOSS for giving me the opportunity to get this kind of popularity and visibility which has already acted as a catalsyst in my bollywood career starting with BEST ACTRESS award which was given to me on the last evening of this show for my acting in the play where all contestants had acted..

thank you

god bless everyone

lots of love
payal rohatgi

93 comments:

anupriya said...

Hey payal,
C its very simple asto why pooja bedi was so rude 2 u...u knw why??
wait i'l tel u..!
its cos durin the 1st half when sambhavna wasent ther u grilled her more thn wht she could...u were answering all the questions where she thought u wld stammer...so babes chill ok..!!
she jus used sambhavna as a weapon..!!
u rock!!tc loads of love.!

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Anonymous said...

Hi Payaljee,
I am a great fan of urs and followed the show keenly just for you. I was teased around by my friends for watching this show on youtube because they considered it uncool to watch an Indian show in this foreign land where I wam studying. I wish you all success in your career.

Ashish said...

For me, you are the best. That abusive girl is of no match to you. She's only drawing publicity out of your name. Everyone knows how she behaved in bigboss. We all love you a lot.:)

Anonymous said...

Dear Payal,
Nice of you to post this - as I guess there was a lot of "discussion" regarding you.. so much so that your name is still mentioned in BB House.(Zulfi in particular I think was missing u especially your dedication in working in the house)

My only comment is that while its sweet of you to stand by your friend( Rahul) and not want to discuss your relationship with him with everyone, but you should be aware that he himself in the beginning has been discussing it.. (if you see the earlier episodes when Monica Bedi was first in the house, he had clearly told her ( he thought he was whispering but BB mics caught it) that you and he were "on a break" and had been seeing eachother from before. Ref:(I think it was August 27-29 episode)... So when he keeps shooing you every time u opened your mouth..it was a bit unfair..

Esp since he did put you in a Catch 22 situation as u yourself had said..

But you handled yourself with dignity regarding him and I applaud u for that !

Cheers

Sobhanjali said...

Hello Payal,

You were so cute, very attractive in big boss. You would have acted more smart like the other fellow contestants. They never admitted bring under camera. Sometimes straightness doesnt help got to be political. Anyways we all loved you. You will have a bright career ahead of you. Last but not least I advice you not to trust Rahul. You deserve a one woman man.
keep rocking. Looking forward for your movie.

With lots of love,
Swetha

riya said...

Hi Pa,

you were much better than Ma in the BB house. The show was never boring with your presence. Have you seen this video
http://www.lehren.tv/ViewVideos.aspx?feature=false&id=1450

Viva said...

Hello Payal,

I usually do not leave comments on personal Blogs but having followed BB so religiously - I felt compelled to write. I have to admit, I had not heard of you before the show. A faint recognition of the name maybe related to Rahul Mahajan controversy.

At the onset I felt you were laying low and not that visible. It may also have been due to Samba-man (as she is being referred to on the net these days) trying to get all the attention. She was desperately trying to ape Rakhi Sawant and hope it will result in same success for her. Yeah sure!!!

Though I am not a big advocate of public display of affection on the camera and felt many a times that you allowed way too many liberties to Rahul for national TV. But I am with you - that it is entirely your business and no one else's. That being said there are a few things I would like to mention that surprisingly made me acknowledge some great qualities:

1. Best dressed girl in the house
2. I don't know why everyone is harping about your make up - it had to be one of the most natural looking and tastefully done work. BTW - they made same comments about Shilpa in the Celebrity Big Brother. I mean who cares - if you want to look good - whats anyone's problem.
3. I dug up some of your previous work and felt you looked your best on BB cameras.
4. Once in while when you let your guard down, there were signs of your great sense of humour and ability to laugh at yourself and your situation. Again - not a common trait.
5. Overall a warm person - once you had an opportunity - you were working the most in the house without expecting anything in return. It seemed towards the end - you were comfortable with your housemates to an extent and were having a good time.
6. Your efforts in the kitchen were exemplary. You did not take to the kitchen work to get any brownie points, but more for yourself... Not once did you say how much you work in the kitchen for everyone else. It seemed like personal challenge - to learn something you would not otherwise get an opportunity.
7. Poise to handle some very tricky situation but at the same time let your point of view known and not take things lying down.
8. Good Dancer
9. Loyalty to Rahul as a friend right till the end - no matter how shoddily he treated you.

Not to sit on anyone's judgment, there are a couple of things that I felt did not come across well both at the show and at Akhri Salaam - Self Obsession and poor communication skills. It may not have been intentional - but that is how it came across.. your repeated - "thats me" - "thats Payal Rohatgi" for everything just leans towards self obsession. It reeks of a bloated head when you say on TV that you did not have friends in girls because you are good looking. Mind you - I can totally buy that no matter how much people snigger, because such a situation can happen - but again that is not something one boasts of in public.

Coming to Sambhavana - I am not sure how and where people can even compare you two in the same breath. Yes - both of you have a history of item songs and some questionable movies - but that is where the similarity ends. The biggest difference is that if you say you made mistakes in the past with wrong choices - you are making an effort to do better work and do a image make over instead of continuing to be "Bhojpuri Helen" other than that the gutter mouth that girl has - puhlease... Shows the upbringing and class...

I find it surprising that people are pointing fingers at you and Rahul - and ignoring Samba-man's antics with Ashu and Raja.. To me that was sheer gutter. I would take your awkward massage stint anyday over dirty dancing and grinding on other male contestants. And not sure what the hulla-blaoo is over the bikini.. People do not go into the pool in a sari unless you are a Sridevi doing a dance number in a movie!

Akhari Salaam was so one sided and looked like ganging up of the two witches against you. It may have been a coup for the channel to get the two of you together but the way it was handled was so one sided and unfair. I am sure Pooja Bedi was just doing her job and may have been a bit rattled when she was unable to penetrate through you. As a host, I think both of you should have been given a fair amount of time and grilling which is the whole intention of that show. But again - hats off to you for having kept your cool and taking it in your stride. Showed class and polish yet again...

This has been a big post :) I may not agree on the choice of your earlier work, but I admire your focus and persistence in every thing you do and your ability to deflect a lot of controversies with ease.

It was a pleasure seeing you at BB. So good luck and all the best. Hope you get everything out of life as you desire!

anupriya said...

Hey i am regular with my posts on ir site n i am glad that so r u...why dont u talk a little to us..asin somethimes...waiting for ur reply..!!

Anonymous said...

Payal I have loved you since day 1 of the show. I had watched each and Every episode of the show only for you. I stay in the US and didn't have colors channel but use to wait every day for the episodes to be uploaded on the net. You looked awesome and came across as a very genuine person.I didn't find you to be fake at all. Regarding Rahul Mahajan, I will only say that whtever is the best for you will happen. Sometimes God has better plans.I admire you for your degnified response to all the nonsense going around against you. You are a wonderful person and Always remain so. Looking forward for your movie Dil Kabaddi and hope to see you in lots more. Loads of luck and Best wishes.

Neha

Deliciously different said...

Hey Payal, I would just say you maintained your dignity in the house! Your make up, relations and dressing is your personal choice and no one has the right to comment on them anyways. So if you stand up for yourself there is no harm.

Enjoy!

Luv,

Kia!

sunn said...

hey payal nice to see your blog.....I would say dont feel bad about what pooja said.....we all know the truth.....you did well in bigg boss....it is very likely that in such situations people lose their cool.....still u managed well....and yess you looked great too.....:)....All the best..........lots of love :)

keechu1324 said...

u r on anyday better than Sambhavana and Monica..hope u get lots of work and we can see more of u..all the very best..keep posting.. :)

motalala0000 said...

dear payal ji...

sabse pehle aapko bahut bahut shubhkamnayein ki aapnewnderfully mushkil logon ko tackle kiya and welcome back to mumbai....hope u havent still forgotten me....chaliye bhool bhi jayengi to kya .after all we are ordinary citizens...

but lemme tell u payal ji u should have gone thru meditation...it works and it does wonders....i have seen miracles being performed by god in our lives.....sorry but personal hain....aur yakeen maniye priya ji when u remember god he certainly listens....and he is always around us....baat to hai sirf bhagwaan ke ehsaas ki use mehsoos karne ki....aur maine apne jeewan mein chamatkaar hote dekhe hain....prayers create wonders....

well payal ji i wish rahul ji ke saath aapki dosti sadaa kayam rahe and aap yoon hi jeewan mein khushiyan enjoy karein....

auntyji ko meri taraf se saadar charan vandna.....and also wish u lots of luck from heart for ur career and life in general......

once again welcome to payal ji back to mumbai ..

never ever care about duniya.....kuch to log kahenge logon ka kaam hai kehna.....

take care payal ji......

you know which is best part of mans when ur family understands u as friend and ur friend takes u as his family......


apna khayal rakhiyega payal ji.....

punkaj simran armaan
i_want_all_the_stars@yahoo.com

Anonymous said...

You're so fake and you know it!!!

Anonymous said...

hi..liked u in big boss...u were the among the few who didn't engage in planning nominations nd always gave the proper reasons for nominating...i started disliking ppooja nd was shocked at her behavior for supporting a disgrace named sambhavna..they conveniently ignored the shots showing how sam played dirty politics nd her kissing with raja after fight nd so many other things which cud hv been used to grill nd nd show her her right place....u definitely did rock...all the best for ur future

sang said...

hi..liked u in big boss...u were the among the few who didn't engage in planning nominations nd always gave the proper reasons for nominating...i started disliking ppooja nd was shocked at her behavior for supporting a disgrace named sambhavna..they conveniently ignored the shots showing how sam played dirty politics nd her kissing with raja after fight nd so many other things which cud hv been used to grill nd nd show her her right place....u definitely did rock...all the best for ur future

Roma said...

Heyy Payal:

Here are some good things about we that we learnt:

1. You are an independent and a focussed women, who knows what she wants in life.
2. You were very self reliant during the whole show, folowed your own routine and schedule without fail.
3. You were so dedicated in the kitchen.

You came out very dignified........ :-))
we love you.
looking forward to your movie.

Anonymous said...

You being "fake" was th most ridiculous comment by hopeless souls. Obviously everybody knows that they are in a show and everybody tried to be fake.. Not mentioning about Camera or National television would not make them genuine.

Shine said...

Hey Payal, Nice to read your blog. You carried yourself very well. Just be strong as you are and. U rock!!!! Keep Smiling always!! Take Care!!

Akash said...

Hi Payel,

Frankly speaking I liked u a lot initially in Big Boss. You are very genuine and nice spoken. But trust me, the moment people saw you getting cozy with Rahul,people started disliking you. Trust it or not, there are more Rahul haters than Rahul lovers (do not go to the votes he get, we know where it comes from).

I wish you could have separate your identity from Rahul atleast on the "national TV" and you could have come as a clear winner.

Anonymous said...

Hi Payalji,

How are you ? I just have one question to ask pls tell me how you lost so much weight in big boss house?

Anonymous said...

Heyy Girl..

A lil advice from my personal experience.
I have been a career oriented, very independent woman, living in US for fifteen years now. Made enough $$, acheived all the success that you can imagine with my own multi million dollar business to realize that I should had settled down with the man that loved me and I loved long time ago.
Today, I get very loney and repent every single day on what I had let go.
If you have any chance of salvaging your relationship with Rahul, hold on to him and dont worry about your career n stuff...there is no reason, why you cant do well as an actress, being married to one of the very powerful man.
Think about it girl.

Best wishes:
From one woman to another :-)

Anonymous said...

Didn't know you blog! Now that's something!! Well.. BB2 is just a show, every one there has lots of flaws, but then again who doesn't have flaws?
All I can say is I enjoy the show (used to watch it on you tube as we don't get it here in US) and enjoyed seeing you in it.
Wish you get what you hoped for.
Love,
Anj

Gayatri said...

Dear Payal,
Thank you for maintaining a dignified and calm appearance throughout. No matter what people say, you never stooped to the levels of Sambhavna. She really was and is a piece of trash. And frankly speaking don't waste your breath on people like her. People with class don't need to waste their time on pieces of Trash like Sambhavna. People & Pooja are just parroting what insecure stick insects like Alina and trashy Sambhavna have been mouthing off week after week. What do people know what is fake and what is not. They just get influenced by what the characters on the show are acting or saying.

Don't waste your time justifying yourself to anyone. Move on with life. Go for a great trip with your family and close ones. Have a wonderful and happy career. And last but not the least don't waste time on people who will never love you or be there for you. You are worth much more then that.

Good luck!
Gayatri

Tony said...

Hi Payal, loved u on BB2 , you rock girl . don't worry about this nobody pooja bedi. you should've reminded pooja about her nautanki on some dance show last year.

smile said...

hey dis is disha...


i just wanna say ur srsly a gr8 prson ...lolxxx

all d best for ur future :)

Mahwish said...

u should fight with pooja....i m tellin u ...u should

kristie said...

Hi Payal, how are you. This is Kristie from H'bad(your hometown). I like you a lot and my liking for you really increased after watching you on Bigg Boss. You were really graceful and beautiful on the show. I don't care about what other people in the house say about you but for me(or to that matter for many of my friends), you are the best one of the lot in BB house. Recently I watched Corporate and I must say you were great in 'O Sikander'. I am waiting for the movie Dil Kabaddi. After a long time, I will get to see a movie in which many talented actors acted together. Irfan, Rahul(bose and khanna), payal, and konkana....Can we expect a better starcast in a meaningful cinema? I hope your work gets accolades and your career gets enough boosting.
And ya...by the way...we have a whole lot of Payal's fans at India-forums who really like you very much. We have many Payal's appreciation threads and I am giving the URL for the latest one.

http://www.india-forums.com/forum_posts.asp?TID=1062375
(There are a couple of people who like Sambhavana on this forum(india forums) and never mind their posts on this thread)
Can you please give us a reply on your blog?

kautilya said...

Payal,

I think in a strange way Bigg Boss is reflective of the overall symptom in the Indian society.

"Many good people who are not united and smart enough, fail a battle against few bad people who are united"

Consider the people who lost out so far. They were not planning or scheming (except your bete noire Sambhavana) and yet they got evicted; leaving inside the real trouble makers.

Bigg Boss may after all offer a good macrocosm for studying the overall ills affecting us.

You looked awesome on the show btw.

Neha said...

Hi Payal,

I admire you and really miss you a lot . You were the jaan of the Bigg boss. You are a lovely Human being and always remain so. I totally admire your discipline: you have a keen sense of discipline in your life-sleeping on time, doing your job (be it cooking in bb house or whatever) perfectly, THERE IS THIS SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL IN YOU AND THAT SPECIAL QUALITY WILL WORK WONDERS IN YOUR LIFE COZ AT SOME POINT SOMEONE ELSE WILL ALSO SEE IT IN YOU. YOU HAVE THAT TRUTH IN YOU.Just be the best daughter-making your mother proud of you. Wish you all the happiness in the world. LOVE YA LOADS!! :)

Anonymous said...

Payal..waiting for ur response regarding Alina.. what u have to say regarding suicide. please give statement from ur side.

raj said...

payal aapkak big boss se jana bura laga. aapke hone se big boss m raunak thi.

hacker said...

This show has improved your popularity a lot...it wouldn't be a surprise if we see you in a big banner coz what all the producers want is popularity of the person. So you should be rather thankful to rahul and sambhavana for bringing you in flash light. And don't give a f**k if some one is jaundiced because of this...

Jitesh said...

Hi Payal, you truly looked Gorgeous in the show. To be very honest, I didnt know much about you before BB. But now, you are my favourite. I'm waiting for your next film "Dil Kabaddi". Just an advice from a fan, you can completely ignore it if u want, do films which suit your personality eg Dil Kabaddi etc. I dont know under what circumstances you chose to do films like tauba tauba etc. You definitely deserve better than that and have all the capability to do so. Wish you all the luck for ur future. Keep interacting with ur fans here. I really like ur blog. Happy Diwali :)

ashesh said...

hiiii payal .....
i m ashesh thakur..doing mech engg.
i m student...
tis very gud dat ur out frm dat hell..big boss house.
stupid people! on wat basis n sense they create such shows.

i m not ur fane but i must appriciate u.on ur hard work...u reached here on today's position by ur own....everyone has past some has gud n some has bad.
u forget wat u did in ur past...

ur may b not so perfect..but no body is perfect frm their mother's womb..they become perfect on this earth ....(even i m try to b perfect in makin tea he he he)

well tis enough 4 2day..
wish u all the best for ur future...

ashesh singh thakur AKA daddu

Anonymous said...

hi payal,

initially i also thought that u r fake n all, but when i saw the show deeply, i found u really genuine. u r a straight forward and emotional girl. you care for ur family, frinds and work. all these weeks we could see how much u take care of rahul mahajan, and when he is doing, just being unfair to u r care and true frndship. You deserver much better guy than him. Wish u all the best in Bollywood. Looking forward to see you successful in lots of movies and happy and relaxed personnel life.

luv u
Priyanka

Anonymous said...

Hi Payal:

I think you got out at the right time. Look at the situation now ... they all look so desperate now. I am especially surprised at Miss World.. didn't think she would be so dumb. Anyway, you were sure 'entertainment' while you were in there. Your and Sam's fight and Rahul-Raja rivalry have been the key to the high TRP's.

Good luck for the future and your upcoming movie.

Rgds, Kareena

anupriya said...

hey payal...
i knw its none of my buiseness...but i stil feel tht u shld keep away frm rahul mahajan..He seems to be a nice man...but hes definately done bad for u..n i don want him to do tht to u..!
He jus doesn kne wht he wants...i so wanna talk to u properly abt all this..!!
where n how shld i??asin on mails or how??take care dear...u r really nice,...!!

Anonymous said...

Ur being missed in Big Boss house.. Ever since u've gone, its become reallllly boring.. ive stopped watchin the show

Not just by me, but even the contestants talk abt u quite a bit.. from rahul who recently keeps calling Monica Payal or Pa. To Zulfi who kept talking abt u and how honestly and dil se u used to cook and work hard..and now even Raja who seems obsessed abt your birthday coming up !!! ...

Not sure if ur watching.. but that shud make u feel good !

santazzz said...

payal..u r hot...
only average looking women are jealous of you because you get all the attention......I appreciate your proffesionalism outside the house by not reacting to that loud mouthed Sambhavana....everybody hates her..
Dont worry you will get good offers...
all the best

Arry Potter said...

Howdy Payal,
Nice to see you hitting the blogosphere when most actors in India dont. I guess there has been this talk about reality shows which nowaydays are getting sickening. I wonder if all of these are done only for media coverage or is there some deal of reality in it. Abusing,accusing are absurd and shows the other side of the celebrities. I just wish that Indian media preaches something thats good and helpful to others. Gandigiri jindabad!!!!

Prameela Mallaiah said...

Hey Payal,
Well talking about Pooja bedi- I guess it was definitely intentional and God knows how you took all that shit from her....

Sambhavna - There is no point talking about her, will be wasting our precious time.

Your one week entry again -I am happy that you actually are staying calm in the bigg boss house and hope you continue to do so for the next of the week.

Take care and U Rock!!!!

Jitesh said...

I must praise the dignity you are showing in big boss now in front of that filthiest dirt "SHITambhavna". You are the best simply. But one thing i would like to advise you as your biggest fan on this earth that if that downmarket lady crosses her limit and it becomes unbearable for you, give her what she actually deserves:A kick in her butts. Don't worry about your image. We are with you always. Also, i'm disappointed with the way rahul treated you. He must have stood by you against sam while he was busy with monica.

Anonymous said...

hi payal

honestly was very sad when u got evicted....but now very happy that u r back in the show...as for sambhavana...wot a woman!!!!!horrible....just ignore her as u hav been doing so...she is now ways ur competition...and rahul!!!pls stop his friendship...seems like a real player...not a honest guy....monica is so boringggg yawn...u r the most beautiful person

Abhi said...

Hi Payal,
I hope its the real Payal and not the owner of the blog doing some BS around :)
I am not really a big boss watcher as I live in the US so I wont comment on that :)
I just casually came across this blog. I think you are a good actor and I wish you all the best for your forthcoming movie too.
Wishes,
Abhijit

Deep said...

Dear Payal

If ifs and buts were candy and nuts we'd all have a merry Christmas...

Life can be very well described by this famous one liner...!!

Never justify your deeds to anyone who doesn't matter because if they matter, they would never need it anyway! People become critical not because they are unhappy from you but because they are unhappy from themselves.

Kamya said...

Vote for Payal as famous desi - http://www.indango.com/indian/famousdesis/show/59-payal_rohatgi

Anonymous said...

Hey Payal!!!

Thanks for participating in "Bigg Boss". I dont know about the producers/directors but I am sure people came to know of the real "you". Frankly, I had a very negative opinion when I knew you as just another girl from movies. But, Bigg Boss changed my opinion about you in a very positive manner. You are honest and looked more beautiful there than your prior appearances on screen.

You really rock darling and I wish all the best to you.

BTW, Wikipedia says its your B'day on 9th... so many happy returns of the day from me...

Take Care... [and dont care about the Sambhavnas of the industry :)

Roshni said...

I posted comment on the bigg boss website too but for some strange reason they didn't publish it.Anyways I am not a fan of yours and I came to know about you only through BB .But I would tell you that I was touched by your honesty.I understand what you are trying to convey but it is of no use to as people like puja bedi,sambhavna etc are just too artificial and 'fake'to understand good people like you.You were absolutely right in calling that bitch downmarket.My best wishes for your future ahead.And one more thing,please steer clear of that moroon Rahul ,he is worthless and will destroy your image and life.Let him be with monica,both of them are idiots and it's a good match!

harika said...

hi payal,
You r just amazing.I like u soooooo... much.U r very very beautiful and u look stunningly beautiful in BiggBoss show.I never thought tat there will be a blog from u after coming out of BigBoss b'coz u will be busy with ur movies,But so sweet of u.U took time to write for us.This tells ur concern about us.I know u from BiggBoss show and i am fan of u. I am gonna watch all ur movies and saw all ur interviews.U have high level of tolerence and u just forgive everyone who are rude to u.Thats Great. I read ur recent blog tat u wrote after coming coming out from BB.Ya even i felt tat pooja was very rude to u and sambhavana.. I just hate her. Inspite of hearing so much from her u just keep quite and tat makes u best.i am happy to see u back on biggboss show but only for a week na.. :-( You r such a lovely person..
take care, love u

Anonymous said...

Good Luck Payal! You surely came across as a nice person on the show, though a lot influenced by Rahul. All I'd say is that drop Shri Rahul Mahajan from your life. We as viewers of show can see what a manipulator he is and also how no one can ever bank on his support, he NEVER stands up for anyone at all, extremely selfish person.

Rahil said...

Hi Payal!

Nice to see your blog. I guess, the 2nd time you came back to Bigg Boss you were completely a different person. Rather i would say, that i could never understood the kind of person u r, needless to say that the other bigg boss participants were so predictable and were easy to understand just after few weeks!

LOL, anyway i think u were awsome! Best of luck for your future endeavours! Keep up the good work

Anonymous said...

Hi Payal,

There were certain times when I thought u were wrong or something...but then ..now when i look after the overall picture..I can say u were one of the best girls in the house of Big Boss. I feel rahul isn't a good friend at all to u ..u shud just let him be the way he is..sometime though the frndship is long..its useless...he was sickk ....D only 3 ppl i liked on the show are Diana, Ashutosh n u .. N monical is such a bitch..hate tht lady.....i m happy tht rahul loves her...he deserves a bitch like her...heheheh!!! U r one the best lady in the house of big boss... m neha from hyd...

n regarding pooja bedi..she is one stupid lady...she was grilling diana also...useless to even think abt her...u were awesome ..

:)

ashish said...

dont worry about sambhavna. shes a real jerk and should not even mention in your blog. i think the best thing u did on ur return to big boss and when she asked u to chat with her in the room one on one, was to walk out with dignity when she spoke of slapping etc. it shows what kind of manners she got and her culture.

you rocked babe. love you

Anonymous said...

Hi Payal
Happy birthday!

Pramod said...

Hi Payal,
I think there is no fault from your side. you are well behaved with all the persons in BigBoss House. and Your way of talking is still much better than that abusive lady when u people were fighing.

In the second inning, it was you who initiated to path up with that lady

Take care
best wishes for your upcomming movies

Annie said...

Hi Payal...
So, you are out of the house again.. Serioulsy earlier i did not much about u. But ever since i saw you on Big boss, especially on your rentry, i really have become a great fan of yours.The way you potrayed yourself as a strong lady controlling your emotions was awesome.. You know even i have been in situations like you where your best friend refuses to stand by you for his own good, and i could feel the pain and even i felt distured for you.. I love you for the way you are... Good girls get best things.. So will you... I really adore you after big boss. And would wish for you a future with your friend and hope that he gets the good sense to see the truth, because i know you whatever said and done you would never be able to overcome you love for your friend... May god bless you..

Anonymous said...

well, rahul is an asshole and he deserves a selfish slut like monica bedi. i dint used to like you initially but when you came back in the BB house for 1 week, i kinda started feeling bad for you.because of both sambhavna and the sissy retard rahul mahajan. you might have been camera conscious and what not but one thing that i feel is that you were always true and loyal to rahul. but he treated you like a doormat. am not surprised. he is gonna use nd throw monica as well. both of them deuche bags deserve each other. i have a feeling that you and diana could have been much better frenz if you stayed longer (after monica came and rahul went crazy for her). diana was my favourite house inmate and somewhere during the last 1 week, i felt that you both would have gotten along.

Anonymous said...

rahul mahajan is an abomination on mankind. you are better off without him.

Pramod said...

Hi Payal..
Very very happay birthday
I have seen you @ live Big Boss show on the day of your bday.

take care
Ashu

Anonymous said...

Hi payal how r u?
you r the best in bigg boss-2.
payal aap jab se bigg boss se gsyi hai mughe big boss dekhne main maza nahi aata hai. lekin jab aapne bigg boss main dubara entry lee to main bahut khuch huya tha lekin aap phir se vapas bahar aa gayi hai so mughe bura lag raha hai.

Kanika said...

Hi Payal,
A very happy belated birthday!!!
Your second stint in the house was awesome..
See, remove Rahul Mahajan from your life and the world loves u... the way u carried yourself with dignity (and as Raja said sahensheelta) against Sambhavana's insults as well as not reacting to Rahul and Monica was astounding..
Really admire that

Anonymous said...

Dear Payal,
Of all the Bigg Boss episodes - your birthday episode was "THE BEST"... It was nice to see u and Sambhavana dancing also...

Raja really knows how to tilli maro and the joke was completely on Rahul.. He looked so uncomfortable.. (Brilliant)

Anonymous said...

Hey payal,
Great Second Round at Bigg Boss and a very happy belated birthday...

U should see how much trouble Raja went to for your birthday.. Mr. mahajan hardly did anything.. raja prepared the room, wrote on the door, even cleared the table, thought of the song etcetc.. I think he does care abt u to an extent and is a good man by heart...Much better than Rahul

The birthday episode was the best episode so far..
pls dont go back to rahul once the show is over...

Ashu said...

Payal- I loved the way you rode the Scooty..and even better when u asked Rahul to pls get up and that ull manage... his expression on his face of awkwardness and surprise was classic..after everything he said abt godfather..u proved u can manage on your own and dont need his support...

Plus great job not stooping to Monica's level and bitching abt her like she did abt u.. she was so insecure.. it was funny...

U rock.love u

Anonymous said...

Even Sambhavana was left spell bound with your Himmat in your second stint at BB House... She also talked abt it with Monica and Rahul and then u came and joined them - and Rahul claimed she was bitching abt u... she was actually saying that one thing she has to admit.. u have a lot of himmat.. so see it all happening in front of your eyes and then come and give tea to Rahul and Monica... and she wouldnt be able to do the same...

Mr. mahajan and Monica even then couldnt have the guts and decency so admit the same..

Natasha said...

hey payal,

i am not exactly your biggest fan but i think you were exploited by Rahul in bigg boss.. And i can understand why you let that happen.. hope this will make you a stronger women...

all the best...

ms

Anonymous said...

Hi Payal

I really admire your conduct in BB2, you acted in the most dignified way possible. If there was anyone else in your place, they would have bashed that foul-mouthed good for nothing Sambhavana. She's filled with inferiority complex, coz she's sooooooo fat, I mean look at her manly face, she could for all you know be jealous of you.

As of pooja bedi, she better not say anything about you, we all know her character certificate, she has slept with married men & has been beaten up by their wives (remember Zarina Bafaw?) As for fake, if I were in you place, I would wanna look my best too & and present my best self, if that's fake then half the film industry is fake, why does Shilpa Shetty dress up so glamorously on the show, she should come without make-up & wear her worst clothes too, to look real.

So babes just chill, you won heart of millions. I am very disappointed with you "GOOD FRIEND" Rahul though, he did not have the guts to stand up for you & Raja did what he should have done, so be wary of him in future.

They say silence is Golden, you proved this theory. Kudos Gurl. :)

Anonymous said...

Heyy Payal:

I absoutely loved your rentry and stay at the BB house. I must say, I wasn't very fond of you the first time (putting it mildly), but the way you handled yourself with all the grace and dignity, made me a fan of yours.
Hats off to you for control yoru emotions and not bursting out (while I would have thrashed the shitfaced bitch), by being extremely self respectable around Rahul and above all doign a great job at the conversation when Sambhavna wanted to "sort out"
Kudos to you !! You go gurl !!

anupriya said...

hey payal please mail me....jus once m sure tht wil nt be such a big deal for u...but m waiting for ur mail...God Bless

s said...

sambhavana is nothin less than a bitch! and hey stay away from rahul unless he gives you break :)
i think you have to be more strong if you have to put a strong hold in the industry. i am sure there are more sambhavnas out there :D
wish you all the best! i will make sure i watch your upcoming movie.
thanks for the entertainment on big boss!

Anonymous said...

You are the best!!...god bless u always...!

Eva said...

hey...its nice to see ur blog...i wonder y monica is hitting on rahul after she has seen u guys, n she even commented your nerve on re entering bigg boss..monica is desperate for rahul...oops...sorry to not have introduced myself. im a software engineer working in one of the leading IT companies..All the best for ur career...

raj said...

Payal u rock and even if the person who claims to be Rahul's friends comments are true (on biggboss2.in.com) that u and rahul are a great couple and rahul will come out and explain why he hurt u... pls pls pls dont fall for him and it again..
u should know who your true friends are by now...
Hope u keep in touch with Raja cos he does have a soft spot for u somewhere..and did so much for your birthday...Rahul didnt even bother with anything then... even after u left.. when monica asked who is the fakest person.. Raja said u were very honest and pure... Love raja(minus his anger.. but his heart is good).. and love u

Anonymous said...

LOVED YOUR BIRTHDAY EPISODE.. IT WAS THE BEST SO FAR.. AND EVEN THEN THE WAY U HANDLED YOURSELF WITHOUT TAKING OFFENCE..NOR SAYING ANYTHING YOURSELF.. BUT THE BOYS MANAGED TO MAKE RAHUL FEEL SO UNCOMFORTABLE.

BRILLIANT...

RAJA REALLY HAS A GOOD HEART..LOVED THE WAY HE ALWAYS STANDS UP FOR U...

Anonymous said...

dear payal,

loved your birthday celebrations as done by raja..and the other boys..
havent laughed so hard in a long time.... u also looked like u were enjoying yourself.. nice to see u smile and laugh again.. as esp in your 1 week re-entry u had become very subdued..
hope u enjoyed your birthday too
pls post again on your blog.. u havent said anything for sometime..

Neha said...

2 CHEERS TO DEBO... pAYAL HE IS YOUR TRUE FRIEND. HE HAS STOOD BY YOU WHN NO ONE ELSE DID. I REALLY LIKED THT IN HIM. INFACT HE CLEARED THE AIR ABT YOUR AND RAHUL RELATIONSHIP WHICH I THINK MADE EVERYONE RESPECT U. USNE DOST SE BADDKAR BHAI JAISE FARAZ NIBHA DIYA. IT JUST FELT GOOD THT GOD GAVE U A TRUE FRIEND. PLEASE DON'T LOOSE HIM FOR RAHUL (JERK AND FAKE) IN THE WORLD. EVEN DIANA UPON EVICTION SAID GOOD THINGS FOR YOU. I WILL ALSO E-MAIL YOU. i'M NEHA FROM USA.

Manish said...

Hi Payal,

I am Manish from San diego, California. It was great to see you on Bigg Boss show.. i watch the show online daily..

I Must say Hats off to you to Manage in bigg boss house with diff people from diff background.

If i get in such a house i will go Mad.. and with someone like sambhavna and Ehsaan Kureshi its really a big deal to stay...

I must admit that initially i didn't like you that much but you were great and better in your re entry...

I wish the best for you and will say that you were the only girl in Bigg boss with beauty and Brains... U Rock!

Neha (US) said...

Payal ,

You are an Angel.From whtever I saw of you in Bigg Boss I found you to be very Loyal to Rahul infact you are otherwise a very strong person but i noticed tht Rahul is your only weakness. When it comes to him you really give in all u can to save him and defend him. I just hope he realizes this. The chemistry b/w the two of you was rocking on the show. I hope woh sudhar jaye aur apni galtiya realise kare. But to allow him back into u'r life.....yeh decision soch samajh kar lena. If u to are happy together then I'll be the happiest.

I just wish u all the very best in life. Please always be positive. Value you family and work and admirers. All your actions affect those who really care for you. Wish you loads of good luck for your movie and also Bigg boss grand finale performance.

Savita Nagaraj said...

Hi Payal,

I think ur really cool.... I like u for many reason.. a) ur a computer engineer like me :D b) i liked the fact that you played ur game...yes u were not in that house to make Best frens....so it is OK and RIGHT if u were a fake... cool buddy!! just chill

Love,
Savita

Neha said...

Hi Payal. I loved your performance on bigg Boss Finale. You've shed a lot of pounds and looked really ravishing.You looked hot yet graceful. You truely are dignity personified.Have gotton so use to you...will miss you now. Take care and God Bless!!

sikandar said...

hi payal ji...

congrats for making wonderful comeback not only in bigboss but in life too..i wish u lots of good fortunes and good wishes .....wish u always have good relations in life ..money aur bhi zyada aaye..main to jab aap big boss mein nahin bhi gayi thi tab bhi aap se yahi baatein kehta tha..hope u havent forgotten...hehehe..lagta hai dil se di hui ki wish kaam aagay hai...khuda mein bahut yakeen rakhta hu ...kabhi apne bure waqt ko bhooliyega mat..always remember ur past times whether bad or good ..they teach us lots of lessons....

well once again wish u lots of luck for ur future ventures...

payal ji i have one request to u...rahul ji is ur friend and he alays heps the people in need..iam hard workin guy here in punjab and am running designer showroom but due to some unavoidable circumstances i am back in life...i need his help..i can do anything genuine he can offer me like some good work or something else...this would remove stres of my family my parents ..i have small kid whome i w anna make fel proud...please can u request him...and ya iam very hardworkin person i can work day n nights to acheieve my targets...

i hope u would care for a common citizen like me....

thanx payal ji......

Rema said...

Heyy...

I was just watching your Interview on Headlines and found out that you have a blog :)... I have been a very big fan of yours since uhmm i don't know i have watched so many films of yours... You are a great actor & Beautiful !! I am so excited 2 see you in your latest movie !! The only reason i will watch it will be coz you are in it!!

Whatever happened in Big Boss i honestly don't care coz everyone was acting "FAKE" Accept Ashu But just coz you excepted Peopel just blew it out of proportion... I hope the best for your in your future!! & Yes I am female complementing you that YOU ARE VERY BEAUTIFUL !!

I wish the best for your future && your awesome career ahead!!
Takecare
Lots of Love !

apeksha said...

Hi Payal,

I think you, Zulfi and debo were best in BigBoss.

I think u don't owe any explanation to anybody other then urself... If you ask me, there was not even single time u did anything wrong. All the best, take care of urself gal!

rohit said...

hey payal
i m kajal rem me i cald u saying dat i got a missed cal n ol so sorry dear actually i wanted to know dat is dis really payal rohatgi well thanx for talking.....cuming back to bb2 i must say dat sambhavna is really wat u saud bout her so no regrets wat when she says everything to anybody she feels like then nothing happens .......and its not dat anybody is scared of her its actually dat she doesnt deserves to talk to any1 so poeple avoid her and dont answer her same thing u use to do so dat was a gud step by u like she said to u dat u dont hav any anser its not dat its like ki uske moo kaun lage hehe anyways sambhawna is herself a fake gal and to avoid her this fake personality she use to put it on u and use to say dat u r fake whereas u were wat u r and talking pooja behaving wid u lik dat actually even she is scared of sambhavna so she thought dat if says a single word against her she wil take pooja's class there n then on camera and u being an innocent gal she took u as centre of attraction and even she doesnt respects sambhavna as i said dat no1 is scared of sambhavna its just dat no1 respects her .......well u hav a gud image all over after bb2 and u just take a chill pill raja is always been gud to u since begining he respects u a lot....anyways plz do reply to me m ur greatest fan ever here are few lines for u
'success is like a mountain hard to climb , but once u get to the top the view is beautiful'
so now everything is beautiful for u
all d very best god bless u always

rohit said...

hey payal
this is kajal here rem me i cald u saying dat i got a missed cal and ol from ur no sos orry for ol dat actually i wasnt sure dat its really u well thanx for talking
cuming back to u hey u luk strikingly gorgeous and this made samnbhawna madam high market jealous of u lol...she wanted to b gud luking as u r so poor sambhawna reacted in such a way dat her image is now so bad ....well u r true sole not fake like sambhawna ok so let her put her blame on u by saying u fake ....and ol r seeing we r not blind we can c dat when she wants she can abuse and say anything to any1 and then she can defend nicely herself and when it cums to insult sumbody she is on top dat time she doesnt feel the same as she feels when sumbody says her sumthing so she is a psycho she hardly matters now in ur life u r on top coz of ur career and she is wasting her time in her stupid activities...just few lines for u success is like a mountain hard to climb , but once u get to the top the view is beautiful'.so everything is beautiful for u now....hey pooja bedi was too scarecof sambhawna actually dats y she pointed u coz she never wants herself to get insulted my sambhawana she knows her language na..and by d way no 1 is scared of sambhawna actually no1 respects her dear hehe....lve dat gal now..hey ur frenship wid rahul was also clear and clean i liked it...let people say watever...raja was ur supporter always since begining and respects u a lot..

and i m ur greatest fan plz do reply me and sms me back i'l b honoured and u wont believe i was lost in ur memories after talking to u dat day i was not aware where i was driving my car mom was scolding me continusly to drive properly thanx a lot u dont know wat a gift u hav given me by talking to me hey i wont dstrb u anymore on ur no msgs wil do ? sumtimes dat too ? hope u wil reply back signing off kajal

bye shweetu
c ya

Anonymous said...

Hi there Payal before bb2 i even didnt knew that ur a actress but now i do thanks to bb2 ur a nice person do u answer to ur fams comment do reply thanks I am from Pakistan

eternalromantic said...

Dear Payal,

I feel so bad that you had invested so many emotions with Rahul Mahajan and things have not worked out. Probably, most of us feel that he was not worthy of you. Wish you all the best for you for everything.

Ravindra

Neha said...

Hi Payal! I really really admire you a lot. You surely have had a bad phase in your past where u made a lot of mistakes and took wrong decisions, but what is important is tht you've learnt from them. From whtevr I have seen and observed throughout in Biggboos series and also out of it is tht you are a totally changed person now.

I found you to be full of composure and dignity. Again you did go through a lot of emotional turmoil while on the show and also off it as was visible. But you've handled all the harshest situations life's thrown on u with much poise and dignity. You truly inspire people to start afresh and make it happen putting a fullstop to the past. No matter wht certain people have to say but the truth could be seen in you. I also appreciate the way your mom & bro have stood by u thru all this. (truely speaking its the family's strength tht got you thru with all this grace)!Hope you get all the good things in life as you deserve the best.

Pranjali said...

Hi Payal,

I know I am writing a long time after bigg boss got over.. but wanted to say that u were very graceful on the show and hats off to u that u managed to keep cool over sambhavna's behaviour.. All the best for your upcoming endeavors.. And i also like you for the respect u have for ur mom and ur love for ur family.. Take care.. love..

Anonymous said...

Hi payal. i saw you in big boss and loved you. Dont care about sambha she is shit. Even dont bother about that moll monica. We all know what she is what her past is. We love you. We want to see you in more films.

Anonymous said...

We all love you payal. You were one of the most beautiful girls on bb. Dont even care about those cheap girls like sambhavana and monica. And also rahul is not good for you. He is just a flirt. You deserve the best.